Excruciating Agony: A Personal Struggle Against the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a gloomy Monday morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp pain sprang behind my right eye. It was followed by rapid stabs, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the discomfort subsided and then came back with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks appeared frequently that autumn, and again in spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-blown agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP finally referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.
This condition typically start with intense discomfort behind a single eye that lasts up to three hours.
About 1 in 1000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more often affected. Cluster headaches typically start with sudden, severe pain focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal cycles; some patients have continuous attacks, characterized by the lack of long pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the intensity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the number dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition worsened through childhood. Drinking in her teens, similar to many triggers, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Understanding eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.
Still, the failure to plan daily activities around erratic attacks took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her family during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The earliest account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the topic. They attributed the disease to an malevolent entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing records propose unusual treatments for what modern observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a separate condition, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more folk remedies.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing each day at specific hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by global medical committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key artery which delivers blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the condition explain this.
In 1998, researchers released the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, published in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such advances, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary headache conditions, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific features such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has suffered from cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased.
National guidelines on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific drug administered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of some people.
But consultant specialists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Short cycles with occasional episodes are handled with abortive treatment only. Longer or more severe periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The national guidelines need updating to reflect a